Friday, June 20, 2008

Sadness

Why is breaking up with someone so hard? Why is it so f'n hard to get over. Why is it so hard to be with someone and accept flaws and be tolerant? And if two people are miserable at the same time and want to be together then why is it so hard to make it work?

Why is it so easy for me to fall in love? Why is it so easy to tell someone you LOVE who's your SOULMATE to fuck off? Why is it so easy for the other person to not call. Why is it so easy to say goodbye when it was 8 months of time, effort, fun, and caring.

It was so nice when I was young and dating to feel like "Oh well, another one will come along."
Before people had so much baggage and so many issues. Now the older I am I feel that is a HUGE question... will someone else come along? What about my baggage and issues now?... Let alone whatever backpacks, trunks, and totes they're carrying... Shit. Is it really going to be this hard... always? Do people really find other people to "deal" with them, till death do they part?

Party's over

I write, I feel better, I go out with friends, I feel better, I have fun, I feel better, I blog, I feel better, I take pills, I feel better... oh by the way - commas=sad lonely depressed times

Sux

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