Things that make me smile...

• Standing in the sun on a chilly day and feeling it warm your whole body
• Laughing with friends
• A great movie
• Being complimented
• Sleeping in or even just laying in bed - no rush to get up
• When people smile or say Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening passing on the street
• Men that still hold doors open for women
• Hotel rooms (nice ones of course)

I have a reason to smile because.....

....my bff forces me to stay positive when my world feels like its falling apart.
....even though I want to cry over something not worth my tears, I will never resent being "sensitive" or apt to fall in love too quickly.
....I am looking forward to falling in love again.
....I am truly starting to love myself - flaws, fat, and all!

I have a reason to smile because.....

....as hard as it seems to find a reason right now, it could always be worse. Hell I still could be with Jason Cross! :( ugh

Thanks for trying to keep my positive K!

I have a reason to smile because....

....I have tomorrow off.
....I'm getting a free pillow top mattress from Lis tomorrow!
....I love my friends; they keep me sane.
....I'm on the road to recovery (financially and emotionally).
....I've been told I do a sweet ass rendition of "Wanted Dead or Alive"

Good times :)

Full Time Employee!

YAY! I just got offered the full time position of my current job @ Chevron!.... sounds weird I know, HR protocol. Anyway, very very very excited. I need the extra money, full benefits, vacation time, and approx 6-8% bonuses per year!

Paperwork will be coming in the mail. Drug test, background check, paper filling out... and bam!
Now I can order business cards! ... For whatever reason... free lunch drawings at Applebees!

Things continue to look up :)

I have a reason to smile because.....

.... I have super fun awesome friends that made my birthday incredible!!! and it's continuing...

I have a reason to smile because.....

.... if I can't cheer myself up I will try to cheer others up and that makes me feel good

I have a reason to smile because....

.... I worked out even though I hate it.
.... I just interviewed for my job and I think I may have aced it! ;)
.... I got a free ticket to a luncheon at work.
.... i ate good today. I wanna lose weight by my b-day Saturday!

I have a reason to smile because.....

.... Karyn & I are devising a plan! Earn $, save $.

Although it's not an ideal situation, it is time to make some sacrifices for the good of my bank account.

Very excited! :)))

I have a reason to smile because....

(blog idea stolen from Karyn :)

... I have wonderful friends who will not let me sit home crying.
... I have very caring parents.
... Mothers Day is coming and I have a kick ass present!
... I should be hired full time at my job soon! **crossing fingers** $$$$

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smile

With your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just...

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by...

If you smileThrough your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

~Nat King Cole ( ;) thanks dad)